Post by Loki on Jan 25, 2011 1:25:57 GMT -5
The wind was strong, strong enough to bend the branches of the older oaks and atop the Balconies where Loki stood it was certainly blowing a gale. The sun had been hidden by the clouds for a good twenty minutes and the chill breeze had started to take it toll on his body. As he stepped tentatively across the platform he immediately began counting the trees in the distance from him, knowing that he would lose count and have to start again several times before he could count the ones that were within his range of vision. Loki, in his own strange little world, was having something of a pleasant day. He'd finished giving a lesson about woodworking to a few of the villages children with the aid of one of the villagers and was now killing time until he was certain the dining hall would be mostly empty so he could go and eat without the hassle of finding a table with no-one else there, he found it difficult enough to digest food without worrying who might be watching him. He stood by the edge of the platform, his left hand ran through the thick locks of black hair that were being scattered about his face by the wind, wondering as he counted subconsciously about what to eat. With a little luck they would be serving some form of forest fruit parfait, he had a soft spot for the lemons that were grown out the back of the dining hall and knew that they had only recently ripened. His tongue darted over his pale lips, the red color a mighty contrast to his pallid skin tone, his teeth dug into his lips, he was almost giddy with the thought of tucking into the soft cold delicacy.
Loki was so enthralled by the thought of food that he didn't notice the presence behind him, he almost didn't recognize it even as a soft touched hand placed itself in the small of his back. Another looped round to his chest and clung to the t-shirt he was wearing, the touch was almost insignificant, though within it was a love of tenderness. Loki's eyes darted to the corners of his sight, trying to recognize whom it could be. His body instantly reacted once he was aware of the contact, jerking forward to loosen the grip on him as he span round to face this person. Much to his shock there was no-one there. He bent down, squatting awkwardly as he tried to analyze the situation.
"That's not fair, you shouldn't be so rough with girls!" The voice that called out to him was familiar, in fact he knew instantly who it was. No. That was wrong. It was a voice that he knew but not one that anyone else could hear. It was a childish voice, one not fitting the image it was associated with. It was coming from behind him and he didn't need to turn round to tell where the female it belonged to was.
She was sat atop the edge of the platform, long blond hair trapped in the wind, her white dress tucked neatly beneath her bottom to keep it from blowing around. Her skin was as white as snow, her eyes as black as ravens feathers, Loki had every detail of her inside his mind. He didn't reply straight away, he knew that even acknowledging her presence was insanity, though it perplexed even him how he could acknowledge something that he knew wasn't there. The ghost of his younger sister, or at least he thought it was a ghost. But do ghosts age? Do they retain their physical form? Can you touch a ghost? Speak to it? Hold it in your arms on a cold night? He knew the answers all lead to the simple truth that he was imagining her, that his sister was in fact dead. That he had buried her years before and that now he was doing nothing more than trying to retain his composure by pretending none of it ever happened. He interlocked his fingers, the tough carbon layer that had replaced his skin scraped against itself as he twiddled his thumbs, contemplating how best to respond to her.
"Loki? Are you listening to me?" Her voice beckoned him to turn round, only to find her now stood straight infront of him when he did so. He raised himself from his squat, his hands inching toward her before recoiling in denial. She wasn't there, he knew that, he knew it for a fact and yet still he saw her. Her every word was gentle, playful, full of life, life that wasn't even real. "I said that you forgot to tell me you were coming up here." Her brow furrowed as she became moody at her absent minded brother. "What would you have done if I got lost?"
Loki stared at her for a few moments before replying, his stammered words jumbling up in his mouth before they could ever escape his lips. "Loki didn't need to tell you," he let out a shallow sigh as he cracked and entered conversation with her. "Uh....Loki," his tongue became twisted and he started sweating, all sense of calmness left him the moment he attempted to speak. "Loki wanted to be alone now. Loki doesn't need to be looked after all the time." He bit down hard on his lips again, cursing his speech impediment in his mind.
Loki was so enthralled by the thought of food that he didn't notice the presence behind him, he almost didn't recognize it even as a soft touched hand placed itself in the small of his back. Another looped round to his chest and clung to the t-shirt he was wearing, the touch was almost insignificant, though within it was a love of tenderness. Loki's eyes darted to the corners of his sight, trying to recognize whom it could be. His body instantly reacted once he was aware of the contact, jerking forward to loosen the grip on him as he span round to face this person. Much to his shock there was no-one there. He bent down, squatting awkwardly as he tried to analyze the situation.
"That's not fair, you shouldn't be so rough with girls!" The voice that called out to him was familiar, in fact he knew instantly who it was. No. That was wrong. It was a voice that he knew but not one that anyone else could hear. It was a childish voice, one not fitting the image it was associated with. It was coming from behind him and he didn't need to turn round to tell where the female it belonged to was.
She was sat atop the edge of the platform, long blond hair trapped in the wind, her white dress tucked neatly beneath her bottom to keep it from blowing around. Her skin was as white as snow, her eyes as black as ravens feathers, Loki had every detail of her inside his mind. He didn't reply straight away, he knew that even acknowledging her presence was insanity, though it perplexed even him how he could acknowledge something that he knew wasn't there. The ghost of his younger sister, or at least he thought it was a ghost. But do ghosts age? Do they retain their physical form? Can you touch a ghost? Speak to it? Hold it in your arms on a cold night? He knew the answers all lead to the simple truth that he was imagining her, that his sister was in fact dead. That he had buried her years before and that now he was doing nothing more than trying to retain his composure by pretending none of it ever happened. He interlocked his fingers, the tough carbon layer that had replaced his skin scraped against itself as he twiddled his thumbs, contemplating how best to respond to her.
"Loki? Are you listening to me?" Her voice beckoned him to turn round, only to find her now stood straight infront of him when he did so. He raised himself from his squat, his hands inching toward her before recoiling in denial. She wasn't there, he knew that, he knew it for a fact and yet still he saw her. Her every word was gentle, playful, full of life, life that wasn't even real. "I said that you forgot to tell me you were coming up here." Her brow furrowed as she became moody at her absent minded brother. "What would you have done if I got lost?"
Loki stared at her for a few moments before replying, his stammered words jumbling up in his mouth before they could ever escape his lips. "Loki didn't need to tell you," he let out a shallow sigh as he cracked and entered conversation with her. "Uh....Loki," his tongue became twisted and he started sweating, all sense of calmness left him the moment he attempted to speak. "Loki wanted to be alone now. Loki doesn't need to be looked after all the time." He bit down hard on his lips again, cursing his speech impediment in his mind.